now I understand

I was just telling my past

Everything happened as 

They did and it cost

My life but nothing less

I was telling my past life when

Everything happened fast and

With a huge change in a lions den

I was escaping the non future land

There is life and light

In this world

There is death and dark

In this world

Both existed, 

are existing

will be existing 

As long as we 

Are living

I stoppet telling my past, now

It is just a blurry memory 

But I didn' even know how

I forgot everything so easily

Whereas I tought it was the past,

As i began to live my life

All the past drama and the past trauma

It all was a burden 

which was unbearable

There is death and dark

In this world

There is life and light

In this world

Both existed, 

are existing

will be existing 

As long as we 

Choose to live...