Missing

In English we say: 

I miss you and 

I can't wait to see you.

But in poetry we say:

The days stretch like 

how the sea stretches endlessly 

when traveling by the sea 

Each one aching with your absence. 

Each one aching without you.

My heart holds its breath, 

counting down moments until I get to see you again,

When the horizon fades, I see you, and

When distance fades, we are whole.

everything is entropy

I thought I could be better

But I realized that I can't

Maybe being myself is enough

I don't need to be more

Sometimes you got to let it go

Let it flow cuz' life is not

A thousand years for us humans

We only roughly have a hundred

We should live it as good as we can

The circumstances are weird

Some people are born in the middle

Of a war and some are born into

The richest families in the world

I don't know why the world is so unfair

Why it's so cruel and sometimes meaningless

But that's why I wanna believe in a afterworld

There must be one, because I don't like this one

I hate this world and love it so much

It is good but very bad at the same time

Can be very cruel but very heavenly too

And I don't like it

But I like it

I just want everyone to behave themselves

And don't kill other people

Or just live life simple

And smile and live you know!

So many people shoot other people

WHY?

SO MANY KILL EACHOTHER FOR WHAT?

ThEiR hOnOr well FUCK THEIR HONOR

I don't understand the concept or the need of it!

Can't we just live this short life and pass in peace...

Maybe nothing can be better...

Neigher me nor the world...

Entropy says that everything goes towards chaos

A system that is in order will always

ALWAYS SEEK FOR CHAOS

Maybe that's why

Maybe thats why...