Pick her up from her cave

I want time to stop

It makes me sad

Every time I look at the clock

The time went so fast again

I am wasting my time

On things I both want to 

and don't want to do

But they feel like a waste of time anyways

Every day is a waste

It feels like

I don't know why

It shouldn't be like this

I am just living 

right?

This is what life is?

I am waiting for death

Not slowly either, 

Time flows faster than ever

I hate it

I wanna cry it out

Looking at the sky

Breathing in 

Breathing out

This is what I need right now

Some peace

Destress 

Find where the tiny little girl 

Who once was me

Where is she hiding again?

Pick her up from her cave

And go on a picnic with her

It's the first thing I wanna do...