Let go of your thoughts

 It is 2 am

i just wanna write 

something that i learned

I can't change people

everyone has their own life

I am actually relieved about it

'Cuz before, I thought

"Oh, this person won't watch Disney movies

He misses a lot."

But one can not long for something

If one never experienced it before

That, I didn't know, and

I tried to get people to 

watch movies i liked

or get them to listen to

the music that i liked

But if they didn't want it

I shouldn't push them to

But i did push them 

So smart i was

I thought, I always knew the best

But i did the worst...

Now i let go of the things

that are not my problems

I let go of the people

who call just to use me

I let go of my memories

They are the past

Now i hold on to my future

Which is yet to come

A leap of faith

Everything is falling down

Extreme weather

People are falling down

War hits harder

I want to make a change

I want to help people

I want to wrap their wounds

I want to hug them and say

"Everything is going to be okay"

Even if I'd i say it

Would i even believe it?

Deep inside 

I wouldn't

'Cuz 

Deep inside

I would know

Everything ends

With death

And he would say

"People are afraid of what they don't know"

Death, we know nothing about

But if I look from my perspective

I would tell you

"People just need a leap of faith"

You need something to believe in

Whatever you call it, i won't care

You need something to believe in

to keep going...

I need to believe in myself

I gotta be confident about it

Because i don't wanna be beaten

Or drown in the gossip

If you wanna survive

in this cruel world,

You gotta focus,

And believe in yourself!

FALL LEAVES

You remind me 

How beautiful 

nature is

Orange, yellow and 

some green

Fall leaves

You remind me

How Meaningful 

life is

Joyful, exciting and

sometimes sad

Fall leaves

You remind me

of myself

fall leaves

Sometimes mad

maybe sad

but always

hoping for

a little bit more

- Meia (Original)