Fear sticking on to my body, freedom running through my heart

People are scared of what they can't see

The future, the ghosts or the darkness

People were always scared of these

But in a way or another they came over it

People CAN face their fears

They CAN make the effort

It is all about the STRENGTH

Within THEMSELVES and their passion

I always had a passion about how things worked

Interested in many fields, like math and physics

Everyone would call me the tiny curious demon

Asking questions that are qualified as unimportant

BUT were they?

Were the fundemental questions that me, as a child asked

Were these questions just garbage?

Or could they actually help me find better solutions?

To find a solution I MUST face my fears

Fear of being taken for granted

Fear of being all alone about something that I believe in

Fear of not being able to succeed

Fear of every risk that I will take

Fear of absolutely every obstacle that might crush me

Fear of absolutely EVERYTHING that might happen 

Only thing that I have observed when I feel these fearfull thoughts is that

They are always there

They never left me

Actually they are like superglued on my body

I tried to get them off but they hurt 

So maybe, I thought, I will try sticking some things on my sticky fears

Like stardust, and some glitter

Cover them with the hope 

that I got and some passion

That's why behind the stardust, glitter, hope and passion

I always got some fear

It is what keeps me going actually

I am always a little bit scared but I got that hope

That I CAN DO THIS

Fear only is a connection that is trying to protect me from danger

I don't say "No there is no danger! Take this fear away from me!!"

I only say "yes, I do fear, and this journey might be dangerous.

But what is not dangerous and risky in this life? 

Life itself is equal to danger! 

I will come over this, just like LIFE."

I CAN face my fears

I CAN make the effort

It is all about the STRENGTH

Within MYSELF and MY passion!

I will never let this passion die,

For that I have to let it go sometimes

Let it talk and walk and do strange things

Let it shut my fear off and be my strength

Only then I can be the best version of myself

Only then I can help myself be happy

Only then I can feel the freedom 

Running through my veins 

First into my heart

Eventually through my brain

But hopefully AGAIN...

through MY HEART....