Tuesday, April 18, 2023

Maybe my eyes were blinding you

Literally have no idea what to do

I don't know what people expect

I can't predict how they want me to act

Feeling like...

I am doing mistakes all the time


I feel like some people

Get angry or think bad about me

Because I am so open about things


I talk all the time

This is not a good sign

I let it out all the time

Maybe I should wait

Or maybe I should act

But wait

I don't know how to act


UGGGHHHH/&¤#"#&/)=#"#¤%/%%&/


Do I scare people?

I am very energetic 

when I am happy or nervous

experienced them both 

at the same time

Maybe I went crazy 

I didn't see my face 

Maybe my eyes were shining too much

It makes you wanna look away for awhile


That's normal I guess

Just know that I love you

And if I am away from you

It is because I respect you

I accept and respect you

But you are in control now

So even if i miss you

I won't do anything


I will wait my darling

Until forever

Just feel free

Because you are

Just feel your emotions

Because you're their reflections


Have a clear conscience

Listen to yourself in silence

Take a deep breath

I think this might help

Look at the darkness

Get hold of sadness


I don't know what you want

But I know what I want


I want your happiness

Those little smiles


I want your peace

Those relaxed glances


I want your craziness

Those dance moves


But mostly

I want your sadness

Those eyes...



2 comments:

  1. OMGGG Literally my favourite post yet!!!! <33 I love the way you write.. and the end, ahhh those eyes...

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